This blog post was sitting in my drafts since March and while it no longer really matters to me, there were thoughts I had so here it is.
Sitting here because I feel the need to let out whatever emotions I’m feeling. Tomorrow will be exactly a month since CB stopped working in the office and while we have spent time together, I was really looking forward to tomorrow. You see, his birthday is 3/6 and since I wont be able to see him that day I had this super fun day planned for him/us for tomorrow. Ordered his favorite cupcakes, we were going to go to the indoor batting cages, and to the indoor go kart racing track and then lunch. He called me at work on Thursday afternoon March 5th and told me his Dad had had a mild heart attack and being that his mom is also medically unfit, he would have to be the one dealing with things at the hospital, needless to say all I could offer was empathy, a kiss, and be on my way.
When Love Just Ain't Enough 