Yup, it’s been a full week since his last day in the office and as shocking as it might have been to both of us, he actually misses me. Work continues to be busy as heck but on Tuesday after his first processing appointment he called while I was in a meeting. I called him back when I got back to my desk not expecting a call back because I knew she was home; however, to my surprise he called while she wasn’t around him. He then called Wednesday and Thursday.
Me being me, I had to ask him when we were messaging yesterday if he actually missed me or just the physical contact between us—answer was what I didn’t expect—he missed me. Yesterday, I went to a friend’s house for a small gathering and took longer coming home because he asked me if we could meet up for a bit. Clearly, two years into this I’ve found ways to make the little bit of time we get to spend together happen. Yesterday, his family had taken his kids which helped, but we just sat in the car talking and kissing for like 30 mins.
Today we have spend all day texting which has been great! I just sent him a text saying I wanted/needed his hands all over me and feeling the need to explain sent a follow-up text saying “for both sex and a massage” he said “I know.” It’s this kind of response that makes me think twice about everything going on in my life and whatever decisions I should be considering.
As of last Friday, my time-sheet only needed another 20hrs to get to 80, so I’m going to try to take a half day one of the days he’s alone at home so we can spend some time together or go to lunch. Such an empty space and no one else measures up or makes me feel like he does.
Sigh